dear girls , Alondra Ashely and Susy!!! im gonna be gone for 3 days im gonna miss you guys… but i think that when i get back we can do our photoshoot?!?!?! the library really needs are ideas and needs to be transformed!! what do you say guys?!?! are you guys down!??!?!
p.s. let me know pretty please :D
something that ive learned is that i no longer need people in my life that are going to hurt me. that wont be there when i truly need them. friends are people wo are there for you no matter how bad the situation is. even when your mad, or throwing shoes at one another lol. but the thing is i had that person in my life once, that one that i thought that was a true friend. but now that i think of it i can see everything so much clearer. she was there but not really there. if that makes sense, there were days that she was that bestfriend that anyone could wish for but then there were days that she was the complete opposite. she was controlling and only wanted her way. i was a follower how stupid was i? VERY…. it hurt to let go of that person when she walked out of my life. i refused to let go of that special friendship i had all my life. but why was i holding on to something that was hurting me? why? because we all do that. were so afraid of letting things go that we become scared to wonder what it will be like without that person. it has taken me over a year and a half of terrible and sad moments. but guess what i can finally say that im super SUPER GLAD… that shes no longer in my life because i have had the oppurtunity to have so many different people come into my life. i have my wonderfull boyfriend who is a sweetheart and this amazing guy. i have 3 girls that have come into my life when i needed friends the most. they are crazy funny and out there. i love that! cause i finally feel that im going to be able to break from my shell. i dont know what the future holds in store for me and all these people that are in my life right now. but i think that God always knows what you need. so he sends people into your life when you need them most. i never knew what love was like, but then i met you. its been a true rollercoaster. but who said anything would ever be easy? there have been obstacles after obstacles. but we’ve somehow managed. then i get these two girls coming into my life then next thing you know its 3 girls! i couldnt help but feel scared. scared that i would be the odd one or the outkast. right away i had all these negative feelings and i freaked out. its been so long since ive actually had friends what a loner! that i forgot what it was like to share your feelings, to hang out or sit there laughing at the randomest things. because your playing truth or dare. i know that i have a long way to be as close as the 3 of you guys are. but i want to say thank you for letting me be apart of little things… now i can walk pass you old friend and say that i no longer hate you, or wanna punch you in your face. but instead wish you the best and just want you to leave me alone but for good. ive learned that im the main character of my life and that i will have people come in and out of my life. but I HAVE the power to decide who i want to be in my life. if all there doing is hurting you then its time to close that chapter and get that person the heck out of your life. the most important decisions in life are not the easiest… but when it comes to your feelings and how that person makes you feel you better know it, that if your hurting me and making me feel like S**** im gonna get myself out of your life and get you out of it too. i refuse to have people trying to ruin my life in my life. there just there to hurt you not to help you grow as a person. i will no longer let people take advantage of me. and i will sure not let people put me down. or replace me. im gonna take the lead role in my life and no longer let others try to put me down. you will no longer make me feel like there is nothing left of me. You will no longer break me. Go on and try to tear me down.. im gonna rise from the ground like a SKYSCRAPER……..
when i was little i always thought that highschool would be something great. something fun. boy was i wrong. highschool is kinda like a jail. were so afraid to be who we are that we hide and pertend to be people were not. gossip fills the halls everywhere you look you find out who’s the next one who’s pregnat. how this dude slept with this girl, so now shes a whore, slut , skank. WHY WHY WHY WHY!!! why do we think that is alright. society sucks if your not on the football team or in any of the sports your a nobody. why is that? what happens to the rest of us who want to do something in school or something. we wont because were either lazy or were to embarrased to try out. they say highschool is the best time of your life.. well excuse me for begging you differ. i dont agree. higschool is the best time of the year for YOU when your being someone y’our really not. society bends you like a little twig to get you to be what they think is “normal” being normal is so over rated!!! cant you see that God created us each so special so different. thats what makes all unique in our own ways , why cant people accept the fact that being different doesnt make you a “nerd” an “emo” or a “geek” it makes you…. YOU dont ever be ashamed of who you are and i challenge you to show society that their deffinition of “perfect” is soooo over rated.
fucksociety95: this picture should have more then the amount of notes it has, this shows us that not ever thing is “picture perfect” and that behind that smile and those eyes there is fear . So I beg you to please reblog this instead of a pair of shoes, someone smoking a blunt, and clothes … because this picture is literally worth 1,000 words.
